I had my first go with alcohol when I was 14. My oldest brother had friends over and I impressed them with how fast I could guzzle beer down a plastic tube. At 15 I had gone to a couple parties and learned I enjoyed the feeling of vodka slicing up the back of my […]
Lost Souls Travel Lonely Roads (part 5) Read More »
As you may recall. I had dropped out of school, received my GED and went to work full-time. Fat forwarding as some time had passed -after the initial shock of the news set in, I thought I was okay. I spent a lot of time with my boyfriend and his baby girl. I fell in
Temporary Insanity (part 4) Read More »
*Fair warning* This part of the story may make you more uncomfortable than it makes me. Honestly, I am baring it all here and you can just about see right through me. It’s hilarious now that I am in my 30’s, I was mortified as a teenager. You may have to use your imagination, but
“You’re a Real Girl, I’ll Show You” (part 3) Read More »
Someone hasn’t heard my story – someone needs to hear yours. Sometimes I feel like my story is old and tired, because that is how I feel about it. I get tired of living the feelings and the memories and the reminders. The barrenness has echoed throughout the years. Day after day, month after month,
By 17, we had never done any traveling and OKC felt massive. Even then I knew ‘city life’ wasn’t for me. It was busy and loud; it made my already-overwhelmed brain explode with nerves and anticipation. I never had any medical issues, so this was unsettling, and I think I was still in disbelief. When
“Those Might be Testes” (part 2) Read More »